Monday, November 9, 2009

Is that bad?

I'm at the point where I feel completely inadequate to be a teacher. I am getting pulled in forty different directions.

Is that bad?

Im at the point where my house is driving me crazy. I feel like I live in a box. I can't store anything, and I have no room for clothes, food, nor extra blankets.

Is that bad?

Im at the point where I feel so overwhelmed, if I think about what I have to do to get to the end of the week, tears brim my eyes.

Is that bad?

Writing lesson plans is a drag.

Is that bad?

My teacher said if we don't like writing lesson plans then to choose a new major. I contemplated switching only because the format is tedious, and lengthy.

Is that bad?

If I lose a few friends for writing this, I dont even care.

Is that bad?

I graduate in April, and every part of me wants to find a reason to stay in school.

Is that bad?


I am continually thinking about how to get skinnier.


Is that bad?


You think everything is perfect on blogs. I proved you wrong.


Is that bad?


Brad just got a new car, and Im mad that mine has a huge hole in it now.

Is that bad?


Im just bad.

4 comments:

Raquel said...

Nope! Your normal!
Love you Raquel

Bradham BUzz said...

Ummm I love this post...I love posts that are real. None of those are bad Brit...all of those, make you human and honest...both good things ;)..Oh PS you do not need to think about being skinny, you look great

Raimo and Jessica Laitinen said...

totally understand. have you read my blog today? haah

The Lucky One said...

no its not bad. you have every right to think those things...you are just stressed and overwhelmed and you are wonderful. just get through it all! there is a light at the end of the tunnel!